“Do you party?” In gay culture, those three little words can mean a lot more than a night out. In Episode 4 of Psychosexual, Brian and Jada sit down with Trey Weir, peer support specialist at Prism Health North Texas, for a candid conversation about meth addiction, internalized homophobia, incarceration, and the complicated road to recovery. Trey shares his personal journey through meth addiction, the conviction that led to federal prison, and the work of rebuilding his life on the other side. Together, we unpack the intersection of shame, sexuality, and chemsex—and explore how the pressures of navigating gay identity can sometimes become entangled with substance use, intimacy, and the need to escape. What happens when you're in recovery and want to reconnect with sex? How do you rediscover pleasure, intimacy, and connection when the experiences that once felt exhilarating have become tangled up with addiction? And how do you learn to experience sex without returning to the patterns you're working so hard to leave behind? It's honest. It's uncomfortable. And it's a conversation the gay community needs to have.Because recovery isn't just about getting clean. It's about learning how to live, love, and experience pleasure differently.